Sessions with Donna #8

 Today I went in with full intent to spend one on one time with Mother. See, I misread Your session notes. Mother Urantia spoke in the infusion: ENGAGE WITH ME MORE, MY DAUGHTER. When I connected to My Father Fragment, I asked for help receiving Mother's Love and to better connect. I saw myself as My 4 Year Old Self running to Mother with open arms and hopping up into Her lap. She is wearing white dress robs with a golden pattern woven into the cuff of the sleeves. The robes are a heavy material and divinely comfortable. I curl up into a ball in her lap and snuggle My face against her chest cavity. I was so excited I jumped up to hug Her so My Heart could be close to Hers a couple of times before settling with Her arms wrapped around Me curled up in Her lap in the fetal position. 

I saw Myself surrounded in a giant womb, though it looked exactly like a Heart Lite Orb. I was in the center with, My Heart Light Orb lit up with a cord coming out of it extending into the Supreme Atmosphere. The walls of the womb contained the same vein webbing as I see pictured in My Own Heart Light Orb. It isn't a rigid cylinder light tube coming out of My Heart this time, It serves as an imbecilic cord connecting to the Supreme Atmosphere at the top of the Womb and serves as the placenta. I held this space for a while enjoying the influx of energy and telling the Supreme God and Mother Urantia I wished to know how to use My staff better so I may be the most effective as a vessel of divine communication. 

I have to add here, I have always asked them from the beginning how I can be the best vessel. I recognized myself as a conduit pretty early on, but I didn't know what that meant. I thought just asking to be the vessel possible was broad enough I wouldn't get myself into sticky waters if I was broad. That was the spiritual toddler Me, the spiritual adolescent Me has learned to ask way better questions, but often refer back to this one when I can't find a question while I have them. It's gotten Me pretty far along and always works in a pinch. 

Back to the womb. When I went in, My intent was to only sit with Mother. I was prepared to just enjoy the moment, but I did ask and therefore felt compelled to go play with My staff. I was standing on the ground holding My Light Staff Antenna above My head into the Supreme Atmosphere, My hand wrapped around and completely covering the bottom orb. 

Two notes here: 

1) The Supreme God Atmosphere always looks like churning clouds. The clouds are any variation of blues and grays depending on the angle. From far away, the clouds are dark blues and grays, but in the past two visions when I have been up in the clouds working at the top of My Staff Antenna, the clouds are light blues and grays. 

2) The top of the staff what appears to be a very clear crystal biconvex suspended above the staff by a vertical metal wire surrounding the crystal. The crystal has a connecting infinity wire centered in the middle extending out of each side horizontally. 

The Top of the staff is the clouds and I am on the ground. I was Picturing My Heart Light and the top of the center of the top antenna lit up, I saw My name STEPHANIE vibrating, centered perfectly above the top top of the antenna. Several Blue string light ropes appeared spinning around the horizontal infinity sign. At times they appeared to have electrical charge explosions which looked like lightning bolts. My Name disappeared and I saw words coming out of the upper Supreme God atmosphere going into the antenna. Intuition told Me to start pulsing Light from My Heart Orb up My right arm, through the staff to the top of the antenna.

When My Heart Light reached the crystal, it turned into blue light waves coming out of the center of the crystal horizontally in all directions. I continued to picture Light Pulses coming out of My Heart Light as the first word, VALUE was absorbed into the antenna, followed by WORTHFULNESS and finally RIGHTMINDEDNESS. Pulses continued coming from My Heart Orb and waves continuously left the center of the biconvex in all directions.

After the third Word went in, I was suddenly by My stream in front of My Soul Seed Flower holding My staff in My hand, crown on My head (as a crown, not a light tube), in my purple coronation robe. I stabbed the staff into the ground and sat in front of My Soul Seed Flower with the staff antenna directly behind Me. The top was still lit up. I placed My hands on either side of Me and saw My Red Flowered Root Vines come out of My Heart Light Orb through My arms, shooting out of the veins in My wrists into the ground. From there the Red Flowered Root Vines made their way to the base My Soul Seed Flower through the Root Veins just beneath the surface of the grass and integrated into the stem walls of My Flower. They made their way up through the petals and became a part of My Soul Seed Flower. 

Then I went swimming in My Swimming Hole and can I tell You? It was most invigorating Swim EVER.