I started the session asking about breaking up negative thought patterns. After connecting with My Father Fragment and spending some time with Mother and Father, I was sitting on top of My Soul Seed Tree looking out over My Field considering ways to remove negative thoughts. Up to this point, I had been working to create habits of happiness training myself to stop thoughts as they come in and evaluate them for their value. But what about the thought patterns already established from My childhood? I had been working on not letting new negative thoughts in, but not addressing the thoughts previously embedded.
I saw Myself in My Heart Light Orb. Looking around, I noted there was no dark matter in this space. The walls of My Heart Orb were the same as I always see them, iridescent walls with light veins woven all through them, immaculate space inside the sphere. I looked up and noticed the light tube had opened up at the top of My Light Heart extending to My Brain Circuit. I made My way up into this space to find it was partially full of dark matter. The matter was like black rock, but not like the black sludge. This matter looked like cooled lava rock and covered at least 1/4 of My Brain Space. I realized this was the matter than needed to be broken up and cleared from this space if I wanted to be able to perceive more Universe Cosmic Reality.
A smaller version of Light Dagger appeared before Me. Up to now, I had been in the center of the dagger picturing My Heart Light Energy connecting the Light Tubes and My Light Tube Hat connecting to the Supreme Atmosphere. The dagger was already completely lit up. I decided to use it to break up the black rock. I took hold of the dagger, placed it above the rock and inserted the bottom orb into the dark matter and went to work.
The dagger was working as a jack hammer to break up the black rock. As it vibrated in the rock, the rock began to float through the air in My Mind Space. I looked over My shoulder in the direction the matter was floating and noticed the side of My Mind Orb had opened and I could see deep space with planets, stars, galaxies and nebulas just outside. As I broke up the dark matter with My Light Dagger, the debris was floating out of the hole in the side of My Brain Orb out into space. I spent a lot of tie breaking up this matter and then proceeded to wipe down all of the surfaces, polishing the inside walls of My Brain Orb.
I realized something about all of this dark matter. The black sludge represents the malevolent matter left over from the Lucifer Rebellion. It's the intent to enslave and harm God's Children. This black dark matter represents the effects of their actions left around everywhere. These are thoughts and acts happening because they think this is the way it's always been and therefore nothing can be done about it. The Pyramids were the same. Working at Coba, the tax pyramid, I saw the bottom Light Orb of the Dagger in the center of the Pyramid pushing out the black sludge. When I did the same work at Chichen Itza, the building used to control the masses with ceremony and time, the Pyramid was also in Space, the black matter floating off into dark empty spaces for containment. This matter will be dealt with later once it is all cleared from Urantia.
I spent the rest of the time in this session cleaning, but as I did, I realized, I am going to have to work to keep these spaces cleared of dark matter in the future. All of this black matter got into My Brain Space without Me truly understanding what and how it happened. Much of this happened on a subliminal level throughout the entirety of My Human Life. I could see how it could easily get clogged again. In future sessions, I will spend time working on keeping this space clean.
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