First Sessions with Donna: Heart Home

I settled Myself in preparation for the session by taking deep breaths. I had no idea what to expect, so I tried to focus on not having any preconceived notions whatsoever about what was going to happen during the session. Up to this point, I was pretty fixed in My perception of temporal reality. I was beginning to understand politics, economics, socio and geopolitical situations and I had just planted My first Garden that year. I felt I was on track. I didn't have any specific questions going into the session.  

So, I took deep breaths through the opening prayer and did My best to clear My over active imagination. What Donna said first surprised Me. "Picture Your Heart Organ." OK, Huh, I thought.... Picture My Heart. She's giving Me something to do, I thought. Interesting. That's an excellent approach, really, as up to this point I meditated with the attention span of a toddler all jacked up on sugar. So I picture My Heart as an organ with veins, beating suspended in the air in front of Me. Once I had established a visual, Donna continued. 

"Now picture Yourself inside Your Heart. Take some time to make it Your Home. Let Me know when You are ready to proceed." So, I spent some time in My Heart Home decorating the space. I added a table with two chairs in case someone stopped by. I had a lamp, a plant and a picture on the wall. As I pictured these items going in, the space really did feel quite warm and comfortable. I suppose the items in the room had no personal connection except each item had a purpose, a light to see, a plant to clean the air, a table with chairs in case someone decided to stop by, a picture on the wall so they would feel comfortable. I really loved the space. My whole being absolutely loved the space. 

"Now, when You are ready, go over to the wall of Your Heart, open the window and invite Your Celestial Parents to come hang out with You in Your Heart Home." It hadn't occurred to Me to add a window. I was sitting at the table, staring at the wall where a window should be when I stood up and walked to the wall. I reached out, grabbed an invisible handle, turned and pushed. A large square space opened up in the wall. To Me, it looked just like a hanger door and looking through the door frame to the outside, I saw Space as if the whole time, My Heart had been floating around in Deep Outer Space. I saw an infinite number of Stars, Nebulas, Planets and Moons floating around as it I were in the Nebula or galaxy itself. 

"Invite Your Celestial Parents to come into Your Heart Home." I did exactly that. No fear, no hesitation, only an overwhelming Yearning to hang out with My Celestial Parents. I asked them to come hang out with Me in My Heart Home.

Immediately Deep Space turned to warped speed. It looked just as it does in the space movies, beams of light coming at Me, passing through the peripherals and escaping behind My head into who knows what. This creates the illusion of traveling somewhere really, really fast. Suddenly, I was in a grass prairie field running. I was 4 years old. I was running in between the legs of My Celestial Parents, playing and laughing. There had not been a moment in My Human Existence where I felt so accepted, so completely Loved. I was so comfortable in this space. 

I couldn't see My Parents faces. They were really tall. All I saw were the white Robe Skirts with patterns of golden threads woven into the cuff sleeves and bottom of the fabric. I jumped around happily in this space for a while, dancing and laughing, hearing their laughter reverberate down on Me, feeling it go through My body and then I was sitting crossed legged, waiting. I was still in the field, but My Parents weren't there. I didn't feel abandoned at all, I felt they were about to tell Me something and I needed to sit down and listen. 

Donna began explaining Mother was working with other Celestial Beings to work out negative patterns inside of Me and that I should just focus on receiving this energy. I gave the proverbial OK to keep going and focused on not creating preconceived notions for myself. I started crying first, then I was vibrating on some level I've never felt before. I wasn't afraid or upset, I just breathed through it.

I cried and took breaths and kept going as Donna explained this was negative thought patterns being cleaned out and new thought patterns were being installed. I went with it. It seemed like a few minutes later, all of the emotional vibrations stopped and I was back in reality. I never felt unsafe in this process, but I definitely felt different afterwards. 

We ended the session there and I thanked Donna for helping Me achieve this level of meditation. I loved My New Heart Home space and was so happy to have discovered this new internal space. I would continue to build it out. As far as things appearing different, I was much more attuned to My own energies when dealing with People and all living beings. I saw them with more compassion, more empathy as if I had just been given more capacity to do so. It was the first time I had really hung out with My Celestial Parents and I was excited to develop the relationship. The next few sessions contain the developing architecture for what My internal Heart Home looks like now.