Tuesday, August 27, 2019

Full Moon Lessons: The State of the World


The August full moon came and went with very little emotional turmoil personally. On a collective level, however, the World is burning. The NRA is exposed with Oliver North rearing his ugly head once again as rarely a day goes by people are not shot in public places across the United States. Trump wants to purchase Greenland whose ice caps just happen to be melting at an alarming rate exposing mineral rich soil underneath. More sexual perversion boils to the top of the smoldering cauldron, the cesspool of American Politics, floating on the surface bloated and void of any sign of a living soul or functioning conscience. Meanwhile, Wall Street cringes at colorful graphs showing numbers reflecting exposed cracks in a clearly non sustainable system. Afraid to admit another recession is upon us, this one deeper than the last, they deny the possibility of global crisis or consider the consequences on a fragile monetary system where people are forced into servitude by commodity traders.

It will be up to the collective to navigate this mess.


I breathe a sigh of relief, sitting on the front porch watching the clouds pass through the trees making up the forest on the side of the mountain across the street. Here in the central spine of Costa Rica, traffic is a Tico on a motorbike guiding a horse trotting along behind him up the hill, tourists making their way to the base of Mount Chirripo, the tallest peak in the Country, family and locals walking from their homes to the church and businesses in the center of Canaan Rivas. The realization I am no longer attached to temporal order, concerned with its intricacies and outcomes settles like a comfort blanket over My mood. If the Human Race makes it, great! If not, I know my place in the Universe. In many ways, I am already living my life connecting to the grids making up cosmic circuitry. I'm content to just "Be" regardless of human outcomes. My only real job here in this life, on this planet is to learn, build faith and love more and more each day.


This moon cycle has made me a better filter in the revelation all of these horrid acts must come to public light in order for the collective to unify and affect real change. Core issues can not be denied fair scrutiny to force Humanity to decide what is or is not sustainable, remove negative thought patterns currently cracking society's moral compass. Sitting on the porch on an idle Saturday afternoon watching the World go by, I renew my faith in the Human Race, in Humanity's ultimate goodness and the possibility of moving into the Age of Light and Life. I will always believe We will, in fact, get there some day.



Saturday, August 3, 2019

Light Chronicles: Grief



I haven't taken the time to grieve My Father's passing. I realize I don't know how to grieve.

It's easier to recover from a relationship where someone treats Me badly.  It's easy to forgive and let it go. What do You do when the one Person in the World who knows You,  Loves You unconditionally, always wants to be in Your presence, Your best friend, the best Dad ever is just simply gone?


At first,  I thought somehow I would find peace with it helping others feel more comfortable. That's the core of who My Father was, someone who made every single person feel comfortable in His presence.  That's what He would want Me to do, right? I am still fractured.

I thought accessing the giant database of incredible memories My Father created with Me whenever I feel bad would help. In some ways it does. I am still fractured. 


I thought helping others understand His core values would help carry on His legacy by showing a shining example of a life well lived would help. It does help in certain ways.  I am still fractured. 

My Father could not handle it when I cried.  It hurt Him to see His Girls in pain. He only wanted good things for us. I was having a hard time crying because I wanted to be strong. I am not strong when it comes to this grief. I am fractured. 



All of these emotions keep bubbling up and coming out of Me in less than healthy ways and I finally had to admit.  I am fractured. 

I had to admit I am not OK. I can not do this alone.  I needed to seek help. I needed someone to give Me a map for navigating the complicated waters of grief. And so I ran, tears blurring My vision, heart bleeding out to someone I instinctually knew could help Me because I am fractured. 



Over a life saving cup of coffee and a nutrient rich  breakfast, I cried more than I have in My entire life... Louisa's calm, soothing,  matter of fact words permeated My very being and began the process of stitching back together My fractured soul.

She said Grief is nothing more than emotion with no place to go. She sat there across the table,  listening to My garbled and sometimes unintelligible words, taking in My pain on her front patio,  though I had showed up unexpectedly with bags of dirty laundry.  She quietly and lovingly helped Me do My Laundry without judgement, with the patience of a jedi master.


When breakfast was finished,  She gave Me homework. My Assignments:

  1. Do something every day with Your Father. Bring Him with You. Talk to Him as if He were there right beside You.
  2. Do something You and Your Father used to do together. 
  3. Draw an emblem or picture representing who You and Your Father were together.

I agreed, hugged Her as if I would never let Her go and made My way home feeling much lighter, thinking of ways I could fulfill My commitment to complete My homework.


The first day, I took a walk on the beach with My Father.  I listened to His favorite music,  the songs We used to sing together.  I sang out the words to those songs as if He were right there belting the words and melodies out, not caring if I didn't get them right or was singing out of key. Looking down at the salty sea soaked sand, I started to find whole sand dollars, just one at first.  As I moved down the beach,  crying and singing...I spotted another... and another. Before long, the tin I brought along for keeping the fragile sand dollars from breaking was over flowing.  I had found 12 perfect sand dollars in total on a beach were only one or two (if I am lucky) could be found at a time. I was filled with Joy.

The second day, I took a sunrise walk down a dirt road, past the homes of Ticos and Ticas, the village graveyard, across the bridge, moving deeper into the jungle until I came to a field of cows. One giant cow was sitting under a tree close the the road enjoying the morning air, waiting for the light of day. I stopped on the road in front of Her. She saw Me there and let out a big resounding... MOOOOOO.


I MOOOOed back remembering all of the times My Father and I drove past cow fields.  He couldn't see a cow and not tilt His head back and MOOOOOOO as if He were one of them. I stood there feeling as if I would burst with emotion... Here it comes,  I thought... The uncontrollable deluge of tears I wouldn't be able to stop.... but instead,  I started laughing. With images of My Dad embodying the cow.... I laughed harder at cow sounds than I have in My entire life.... I am still fractured,  but in the early morning light of dawn, in the presence of this cow, I could feel the threads of light repairing the rifts in My fractured being.

I think My first two attempts at homework went well.  I will find something to do with My Father every day from now on...


Assignment #2... I am going to learn to fish Tico, Tica style. More on that later.

Assignment #3... I have begun to accumulate the symbols I want to use in My emblem. I have not yet decided if I will attempt to draw a picture or make a collage out of My pictures,  but I am on My way.

I am fractured, but those rips are there to let in the light I need to become a better, less complicated version of Myself. Those rifts bring Me closer to My Father who until this day felt so far away and unreachable. 

I am fractured, but I am truly learning to heal...

I am The Light.



Friday, June 28, 2019

Light Chronicles: Lessons in Discernment



I get this knot in My stomach sometimes when I am engaged in a difficult task or have a lot of tasks to complete at once with little time. I used to think this was a symptom of stress and power through. I no longer believe stress is the cause. Now, I see this uncomfortable knot as direct communication from My Celestial Parents and Seraphim Helpers. Here's why.

The knot in My stomach is a sign I do not have enough information to complete the task or tasks at hand. It's as clear to Me now as the pain felt when touching a hot stove or hunger telling Me it's time to eat. It doesn't mean I'm not capable of taking on difficult tasks. It just means it's time to step back and ask My Celestial Helpers to intercede. 


My Celestial Helpers do not work for Me. They work through Me. When I feel the knots coming on, it's a sign My receptors are clogged.  I stop what I am doing, take a few breaths and focus on opening My receptors back up to receive Celestial Guidance before proceeding.  Maybe there is something I missed.  There may be other factors I need to consider. The timing isn't right. My Celestial Helpers may have information for better dealing with the problem or know ways I may be of better service to My Brothers and Sisters.


Discernment means not relying on My own limited perspective. It means knowing how to stop, listen and accept guidance when needed. It's giving Divinity the chance to work through Me for the good of everyone involved to achieve the most benevolent outcomes. It's the opportunity to co-create with Divinity. Because I do this, tasks are easier to complete and outcomes always exceed My wildest expectations.

I no longer power through stressful moments. Neither should You.



Friday, May 17, 2019

Sessions with Donna #20: Donna's Notes


Session with Stephanie; April 1, 2019

Session began with focus on the energetic dynamic that Stephanie is currently involved.  FORGIVENESS was infused over the situation.  This exposed INSTABILITY coming from the gentleman (G) involve, with PEACE coming up from the evolutionary level to support his emotional stability.  The focus went to HEART BRAIN as it calibrated to PEACE, especially to superimpose over aggression in his emotional body.  An image appeared of Stephanie and G with a large field of SAFETY coming between them.  STEPHANIE reinforced this infusion from Mother via speaking into the field:  I AM SAFE IN MOTHER. 

Coordination between Stephanie’s and G’s Father Fragments was conducted, revealing jealousy in G’s emotional body.  Mother surrounded him in Her SECURITY and Father radiated STABILIZATION IN SELF to support the SECURITY infusion.  Then G was held in a field of VALIDATION while TRUST was being built between G and Stephanie’s friend (F).  Mother infused F in CONFIDENCE IN SELF.



The focus moved over to Stephanie and her Father Fragment radiated CLARITY OF PURPOSE upon her heart chakra.  STEPHANIE then emitted INTENTION to communicate with her Spirit.  Then her energy system was held in her Personality’s and Father Fragment’s embrace, helping her let go of her human self-will for greater operation of divine WILL within her being.  An image appeared of her Personality and her Father Fragment with her SOUL pulsing in between them.  As this configuration continued to communicate, her SOUL then spoke into a circuit of evolution of what her SOUL wants to do, speaking:  I CAN DO THIS.  ACCEPTANCE formed a greater field for her SOUL expression and sacred work.  Mother then added a greater support system around Stephanie for her to perceive her next steps and her purpose for her work.  Session ended here.

Session duration: approximately 40 minutes



Sessions with Donna #20



I found myself, once again, dealing with a sociopath. After dating one for 6 years and getting away, it has become easier to recognize them. I can now spot them out of a crowd. This is not to say I am judging their mental state, it just means I need to adjust how I deal with them.

Sociopaths are wired incorrectly in their frontal lobe. They are conditioned by environment, but sociopath is also a hereditary condition. There is a spectrum ranging from narcissist to psychopath. Sociopath is somewhere in the middle. Sociopaths can, but do not always display violent tendencies, however, they are very unpredictable when being exposed. A sociopath's biggest fear is being exposed and anything can happen when the spotlight of truth shines on them. Research shows 1 out of 25 people fall somewhere on the anti-social disorder spectrum, which means normal people often have to deal with them, whether it be a family member, co-worker or significant other.


The particular sociopath in this situation was in a 10 year relationship with a new friend. I was considering entering into a business partnership with both of them, but it didn't take long to figure out My new friend was caught up in the sociopath's web. In pointing out his sociopath tendencies to My friend, She realized it was time to get out. The sociopath, of course, blamed Me for all of the problems in their relationship and turned aggressive towards Me almost immediately.

I keep my head on and remained unemotional in his presence. I made no response to his weird comments and advances. I refused to be baited by his attacks. The situation esculated quickly. He began throwing things and screaming. My friend and I ended up locked in a spare bedroom all night. We left at dawn and positioned ourselves in a public place, a small diner in the town center. Once We were away from him, the PTSD kicked in on My third cup of coffee. I needed help grounding myself and felt the need for protection.


I wanted to be compassionate towards the sociopath. After all, it's a hereditary condition. They can't help they were born wired incorrectly.   Without specialized professional help centered around teaching coping mechanisms, their reality is a sad state of being. They think everyone is out to get them. Knowing something is wrong with them without quite knowing exactly what's happening, their self esteem exists at subterranean levels. I get it. I also understand regardless of the situation, I need to protect Myself physically and emotionally.

I called Donna to help. I knew I couldn't and shouldn't attempt to handle the situation alone. As the session began, I remembered a previous session conducted way back when I was leaving the relationship I was in with a sociopath. I absolutely loved the person I was with, but knew something was wrong. I was angry, but still recognized the sociopath as My Brother, a beloved Child of God. I asked Father to show Me what was happening on a heart/mind/light body level. He showed Me a light body with erratic patterns in the brain area and a need for the individual to think with their heart brain rather than their minds. I went into the session asking how I could help this individual see with his heart brain.


Mother and Father knew I needed protection, so they put space between us; At least 2 football fields of space respectively. I was standing in a field facing the sociopath who was on the other side. There was a large circuit which appeared as a light orb centered between us with the words HEART BRAIN gently pulsing blue light above the orb. The word FORGIVENESS came down from the atmosphere above and centered itself in the middle of the orb. I was watching the sociopath as Mother and Father worked on him. I could see his roots extending below him going very far into the ground. A white light appeared above his head and moved through his light body intensifying as it went. Once it reached the ground level, a blue light came from underneath illuminating the root system and moving up through his light body. The word PEACE appeared in his Heart Light Orb.

I knew this was Father working with him and offered My Father Fragment to help. Permission was granted and a light tube extended out from both of our Heart Light Orbs connecting in the middle. I felt very safe in Mother. I knew what I was doing was the correct thing to do. It was difficult to overcome My Human Perception of the situation as I was comparing it to what happened to Me with the sociopath I was dating. This whole session was about letting spirit work through Me, not Me assuming the correct action and attempting to control spirit.  This also revealed jealousy and anger coming from the sociopath's emotional body. I was happy I had asked for help. This could have been a dangerous situation had I attempted to handle it alone.


My Friend appeared next to Me. She was radiating a yellow light and smiling warmly. We shared a warm embrace as I tried to convey in feeling how much I wanted the best for Her. I wanted everything to be OK. The word CONFIDENCE came down from above and centered in Her Heart Chakra. I wanted to give Her all of My Confidence. She truly is more powerful as a healer than She realizes. I felt like a little kid over excited about sharing her toys with another.

Since I moved to Costa Rica, I have been disheartened by the culture of abuse here. The men in Costa Rica expect the Women to accommodate their every need while they are driven by sexual perversion. Many men cheat on their wives girlfriends  and lie about the details. The Women here are expected to accept. I am not OK with any of this, but feel powerless to do anything. I don't even know where to start. These are deep rooted problems and then there is a language barrier. I seriously don't know how I can help. When I saw Father working through the sociopath's roots from below to the Heart, at least I knew My assessment of the situation was correct; Deep Rooted Problems.


At the end of the session, the field disappeared and I found myself alone seated, legs crossed in an empty space, the word STEPHANIE pulsing above Me. I felt more confident Myself reassured by Mother and Father. I've got this. As I navigate situations in Costa Rica, I feel confident in My capabilities. I can do this. I'm still not sure of My purpose here, but I am happy to have the opportunity to learn and be of service.

Sunday, April 28, 2019

Dark Moon Notes: My Father's Daughter


I am the product of My Father's Love. I will continue on in His Legacy and strive to be the best Friend I can be to others. I will cultivate as many relationships as possible. I will Love People more. Here's Why..

I learned how to Love People because I saw how much My Father truly loved People. It was so important to My Father to make others comfortable in His presence, but what My Father offered People was well beyond simple Southern Hospitality. It was a Divine Service.


It was a presence of Divine Spirit in Him all of the time. This Spirit was extended through Him to anyone lucky enough to meet Him. People were drawn to this Spirit. Once having experienced it, People wanted to embody that Divine Spirit in their own beings. They wanted to be better Friends, more loving, more honest, more open to possibilities. In this Spirit, I have a list of things My Dad did, I will always do for others in My Life.


- My Father was genuinely interested in what I was thinking and doing. He listened to the Music I listened to, He let Me teach Him ballroom dancing, though He felt silly the whole time, He listened to Me chatter on about everything and nothing and never once made Me feel like I talk too much. I could tell Him anything without fear of a critical response. I extended the same to My Father. If He fished I fished. Yes. I have read the entire Shogun Trilogy, something I wouldn't have done in My Life had He not loved the books. He joined a steel dart league. I learned to throw darts like a champ. I have no interest in Football and yet I can throw a mean spiral. My Father can do no wrong.


- My Father created recurring experiences throughout My Life that make up a vast database of moments I cherish with 24 hour access any time I miss Him. He played the guitar in My bedroom every night to get Me to go to sleep until I was 4 years old. We watched every episode of Saturday Night Live as it aired eating cans of boiled peanuts. We stayed up all night every eve of Thanksgiving tending the smoker fire for the Family's Thanksgiving Turkeys until I was 28 years old and moved to Seattle. We had ongoing puzzle wars and a fierce Mag Jong competition with no apparent winner. I will create moments with People in My Life, so I have the same database for those who miss Me when I am gone.

- My Father joined clubs, played sports and attended social functions because He loved being around People. He loved hanging out with Friends. My Parents had so many groups of Friends who enriched Our Family's Life. The Softball Games, Dart Leagues, Lunchtime Pinball Crew and Fishing Buddies are extensions of the Memory Database I can access for instant comfort. All of these People are a part of Our Family. We are truly blessed because My Dad had an internal drive to cultivate loving relationships. I will make every effort to meet and know as many People as possible. I will make Myself more available for new experiences.


I will continue on in My Father's Legacy and strive to be the best Friend I can be to others. I will cultivate as many relationships as possible. I will Love People more. You should, too.

I am My Father's Daughter. S



Monday, April 8, 2019

Light Chronicles: Cultivating Ideas


I cultivate ideas as if all potential is obtainable. I do not consider My ability to execute plans when considering the possibilities. I plan as if I had every resource available to Me. Here's why...

Cultivating an Idea means planting a seed. Just like the Farmer, You have to water, feed and nourish the seed to fruition. The Farmer executes ultimate Faith in his abilities, in the abilities of nature without considering the chances a plant might not succeed.


If You allow Yourself to consider the chances of success, You are already failing. You are stunting the growth of Your idea by not believing in all possibilities. Making adjustments for potential failure while brainstorming ideas clogs the flow of divine creativity. This doesn't mean You aren't being realistic, it means You are allowing for all possible scenarios a chance to become reality. Actionable strategies come in the development stage, not from brain storming.


The most important part is having as much Faith in Your ability to cultivate Your ideas as You do in the ideas themselves. YOU are Your Life Plan.

I cultivate ideas as if all potential is obtainable. I do not consider My ability to execute plans when considering the possibilities. I plan as if I had every resource available to Me. You should, too.

#YOUareTheLight



Tuesday, February 19, 2019

Sessions with Heather: Cahel Pech's Redemption


Perched high above the jungle floor, Heather's home is a magnificent tree house where one is able to sit directly with the trees against a backdrop of river and mountains. Immediately, stepping out on the deck, I saw roots automatically come out of My feet, My arms and My Heart Light Orb. Making their way to the forest floor, they integrated with the other roots established here. A sense of familiarity caught My attention, a strange nostalgia as if I were remembering something I had never physically experienced, but still knew intimately.


I was excited to be a part of this guided meditation session with Heather as all of My previous sessions were over the phone. This would be the first time I meditated with someone in My physical presence. I was also looking forward to assistance with focus, so I would be able to receive more messaging. Traveling through Costa Rica is incredible, but also distracting. It had been difficult to find time and space to relax into meditation. My sessions were quick moments of gratitude here and there with no time to truly sit with Mother and Father as I am accustomed to do.

We began the session laying on a mattress on the in an open air space on the top floor of the jungle treehouse. I was laying on My back, arms to the side, palms up. There were no walls on this floor, so the breezes moved thhrough the space freely, the sounds of insects and birds reverberated hypnotic ancient melodies through the evening air. Heather gave loose instructions for the session. I was to use the slow drum beat at the start to make Our way down a jungle path until the beat quickened. There I would come to a Tree and to visualize Myself moving through the bark and roots of the tree into another dimension. In this space, I could move about freely and interact with those I should happen to meet until the beat changes again signaling Me to return to the treehouse.

Immediately as the drum began its methodical beat, I saw a Tree growing out of My Heart Light Orb, extending up and out above My Body. Roots filled the space below Me and I was suddenly standing in the jungle in front of a tree. I was  filled with Joy at the sight of the tree. I had planned to spend the early part of this session convening with Mother and Father, but here I was already in front of the tree. I decided to install a giant swing, so I could sit and enjoy the jungle while the drum beat quickened.


It was twighlight in this jungle. As I swung back and forth to the beat of the drums, I watched the animals, plants and trees sparkle with Love and appreciation for My Presence. The Moon was full, casting light on the misty valley below. I could hear the sounds of the river flowing, see its twists and turns through the land. Snakes slithered in and out of vines spiralig up the trunks of giant ancient trees all around Me, torches lit the jungle paths below Me. I heard the drum beat quicken, My signal to stop and engage with the Tree. I hopped down from My swing and landed facing the Tree in the center of the Jungle Path.


I was beginning to connect with the tree's energy when a rustling in the jungle brush caught My attention. Something or someone was coming down the path to My right. I turned away from the Tree to face the direction of the oncoming entity, so I was ready to engage. As the palm leaves covering the path parted, I found Myself suddenly surrounded by Mayan Children laughing joyfully up at Me. My entire being lit up with delight. I was so happy to see them, so completely humbled by their affectionate faces and little pudgy hands reaching out to Me. They were drawing Me down the path in the opposite direction they had arrived. I moved freely with them without hesitation, laughing and running along the jungle floors passing trees palm leaves and trees, the path dimly lit by the torches until We came to a clearing.

I was standing directly in front of Cahel Pech alone. The children were gone. I had been here before after building these structures in My stream with rocks from My swimming hole. That session can be found here for context: Sessions with Donna #5
In that session, I used My Light dagger to extract the blood and black sludge from the center of the pyramid to be mitigated on the jungle floor.


Bloodletting ceremonies were being conducted in the structures before Me. I could feel the energy draining from the Human Beings inside. Up until this point I had seen myself with My human skin body wearing My usual white dress. Standing in front of the pyramid, I could see My Light Body had activated. The Light from My body illuminated the path before Me. Instinctually, I knew to enter. I made My way through the rock arches, into the dark hallways of the structue's internal spaces. There were no torches lighting My way here. I was the light in the hallway.


Moving forward, I passed a few open entrances to what seemed on the surface to be empty spaces before coming to a large room. Here, rock slabs lined the inner wall of the room. Each slab had a teenage girl passed out on it, their blood dripping from their wrists, draining onto the floor below. They were disoriented from fatigue and the effects of an unhealthy dose of peyote, clinging to each breath as though it would be their last. I could feel the dark sludge working around Me. In the previous session, I used My light dagger to mitigate the dark sludge matter. In this session, I was the dark light dagger here to clean the sludge. The word REDEMPTION appeared above the Girls laying on the slabs, the letters glowing bright blue. I knew what I needed to do.

I made My way over to the first Girl in the room. As I approached, I heard a low premordial groan escape Her lips. I could see Her outer light body vibration in Her skin jostlating at an extremely low frequency. She opened Her eyes as best She could and looked up at Me. I smiled down at Her radiating all of Mother's Love and Father's Peace through My being. She mustered up a weak, but sincere smile back to Me. I could tell She knew who I was and the reason for My presence. I reached out to Her placing My index finger on Her forehead, accessing Her mind circuit. Blue Light flowed from My Heart Light Orb, through My flingers into this chakra for a moment. Her Light Body increased in intensity.


I climbed up onto the slab where She lay and positioned Myself above Her. I moved to lay down where She lay in the exact position. I wanted Her to use My outer light body wall to activate Her own, so She could be released and Her oppressor's luciferian act could be redeemed. I lay there for a moment pushing My Light energy through Her for a bit until She was strong enough to stand up. As She stood up and climbed off the slab, I could no longer see Her Human Skin Form. She was a Light Heart Orb surrounded by an outer Light Wall Body just like Me. I climbed down from the slab and stood facing Her. I could feel Her Love and Gratitude for Me and My act of Redemption. She reached out and embraced Me. We were Sisters. I knew I would meet Her again.

A Light tube appeared above Us. The Girl reached out and touched the walls. Immediately, She was integrated into the walls of the Tube. I watched Her spiral up through the tube walls into the dimension above feeling completely serene until I realized I was back in Cahel Pech, other Girls laying before Me. Back to work. I moved on to the next Girl and repeated this exercize until the room was empty except for Me. I paused to observe My surroundings wondering if there was anything else to be done when I felt the darkness in the room.


It began as a weighted feeling in My lower abdomin. I allowed the energy to flow freely through Me as dark silloetted images formed all around Me. I could feel their disdain for My act of redemption. I did not care how they felt. I focused on increasing My Light and pushing it out in all directions from My Heart Light Orb and Outer Body Wall. They knew exactly who I was, a beloved Daughter of Michael and Nebadonia and surrendered to defeat, retreating into the stone walls. I am My Father's Daughter.

At this point, the drum was still keeping the same steady beat, so I knew I had more time. Who else could I activate in this session. As soon as the thought formed, the ancient stone walls of the Mayan pyramid dissapeared and I was in a dirty basement, a teenage girl with blonde hair laying on a matress on the floor in front of Me. Her left arm was shackled to the wall, Her outer light wall dimly lit. Dried blood covered untended legions and bruises on her face, arms and legs. I assessed immediately She was a prisoner of Human Trafficking. Wearing nothing but a tank top and dirty panties, She was malnurished, broken and unable to form an original thought. I could feel Her utter dispair.


I moved towards Her, the light from My Outer Light wall illuminating Her face. She is barely able to part swollen eyelids to see Me smiling down on Her radiating Mother's Love and Father's Peace through My energy. She manages a slight smile back at Me. She knew who I was and why I was there. I placed My fingertip on Her forehead pushing Father's Light from My Heart Light Orb into Her Third Eye. Her outer Light Body began to get brighter. I lay down into the same position as She on the mattress and focused on increasing My Light Energy for Her use until She stood above Me fully integrated. I stood up, We embraced and She faded into the walls of the Light Tube extended above Our heads. I knew I would see Her again, too.

The drum beat changed. It was time to leave this place. I was so overwelmingly grateful to have learned so much this session, for the opportunity to use My Personality Circuits to further mitigate residual dark matter energy and for the time spent with all who were present. The walls of the basement gave way to waves of incoming light pulses. In these pulses, different light beings came forward to thank Me for My accomplishments this day. Some were yellow, some white, some blue. I could feel them rejoicing with Me. The drum beat stopped and I opened My eyes feeling like the Kid who just aced His math test with a perfect score.

I thanked Heather and let Her know how much I appreciated Her holding the space, so I could focus and receive better. Before I left, I took a moment to thank the jungle for helping Me clean the black sludge once again.



Thursday, January 10, 2019

Sessions with Donna #19 Donna's Notes


Session with Stephanie; December 5, 2018

Session began with focus on SOCIAL EVOLUTION pulsing in a field of DIVINE GOVERNANCE and began to emit its language into the planet’s collective mind.  Mother spoke a directive into this circuit:  EVOLVE SOCIAL CONSCIOUSNESS INTO HIGHER DIVINE PATTERNS.  As this was woven into the collective, also coming up from the earth plane was REVERENCE FOR NATURE.  This was connected into the circuit of EVOLVE SOCIAL CONSCIOUSNESS and plugged into the collective planet’s heart chakra to be distributed through the circuits of mind into individuals’ heart chakras.


Mother Eve imprinted into this configuration followed by an infusion from Edentia of the etheric template of the GARDEN OF EDEN.  From the earth plane pulsed the energies of the Urantia Garden of Eden to connect into the template as EVOLVE GARDEN CULTURE was connected into the EVOLVE SOCIAL CONSCIOUSNESS construct.  While this was being woven into the circuits, the focus went to Mother and Eve as they continued to minister in these circuits.

Then the EVOLVE SOCIAL CULTURE had more room in the collective to function.  A new morontia template wove into this configuration expanding the configuration.  All 12 sectors of Planetary Seraphim took this infusion and distributed the energies throughout their areas of influence. 


Then the pattern of DIVINE GOVERNANCE appeared bigger, stronger, and more light filled to engage with the planetary collective mind, especially going into some holding patterns that still needed transformation.  The holding patterns were infused with EVE’S REDEMPTION as a larger form and these energies went into the SOCIAL CONSCIOUSNESS CULTURE configuration.  Dark energies released.  A new foundation was laid in some circuits with the energies of  THE NEW EARTH to help humanity harmonize with nature.  More circuits were connected.  Session ended here.



Session duration: approximately 45 minutes