Sessions with Donna #15

Today, I asked for focus. My intent is always to be a better vessel. I have enjoyed all of the session visualization exercises, but I felt just picturing the same scenarios over and over was becoming stagnant. It was as if I had reached a vision plateau. Plateaus provide a nice view, but I don't want to stay there. I want to keep progressing. 

In the last session We did together, I remembered My Father Fragment extending out of My Heart Light Orb, making it's way to the circuit where it worked with the Jesus Father Fragment. When this happened I saw a blue cord come out of My Heart Chakra. When it reached the Jesus Father Fragment, the two met, the ends circling each other in a counter clockwise direction and with combined energies spread out in all directions eventually covering the surface of the circuit. I remembered this is exactly what the umbilical cord looked like when I saw myself in Mother's womb connecting to the Supreme Atmosphere serving as the placenta. 

I started today's session realizing this was My Father Fragment. This is one of the ways the Father Fragment works, recognizing and connecting to other Father Fragments and Deity. My focus today was too look more closely at the inner working of these connections. In front of My Obsidian alter wall Mother on My left and Father on My right, I thanked them both for their love and for everything I have learned. I sat in Mother's lap for a bit while she rocked back and forth. I turned to Father and told Him I really wanted to understand the Father Fragment connection. 

I saw My Heart Light Orb in front of Me connected to another Light Heart Orb by a tube. I saw the red and blue light veins in the tube walls. In the very center of each Heart Light Tube was a Light Orb. Blue cords came out of these light orbs and made their way towards each other meeting in the middle. When they connected, tentacles extending from the ends of each cord met and intertwined until there was just one cord. Blue light began pulsing back and forth in both directions and as the light pulses increased, the intensity of the outer walls of the Heart Light Orbs and connecting tubes increased. 

I saw Myself sitting in the bottom of a Light Tube centered in the core of Urantia extending up into the Supreme Atmosphere. In the center of My Heart Light Orb I saw a light orb and knew it was My Father Fragment. I visualized the blue cord coming out of this light orb and moving up towards the Supreme Atmosphere. Once it reached the Supreme, I saw electrical charges in the clouds. I am not sure what this is doing, but I held the space for a bit. Instinct told Me this is question for another session. 

I decided to see how this works with the Mayan Pyramids. In yesterday's session I created the Pyramid from Tikal stacking rocks in My stream next to My Soul Seed Tree. I planned to sit on the Pyramid with My Light Dagger to clean out the sludge, but today, I thought I would experiment with My Father Fragment, so I pictured Tikal sitting in the middle of the dark sludge river in front of Me flowing from right to left. 

I projected light from My Heart Light Orb in the same way as the session with the dark consciousness circuit, lighting up the pyramid like a flood light. I pictured the Father Fragment Light Orb and blue cord extending out. The cord made its way to the top of the pyramid and began to cover it like a thick syrup, dripping down on all sides until it covered the whole surface of the structure in blue light liquid. I pushed light tentacles from the walls of My Heart Light Orb down through My arms, out of My wrists where they made their way to the black sludge river. The light tentacles entered the black sludge river and pushed against the currents until they were in the space under and surrounding the base of the pyramid. 

I held this for a while, but wasn't sure what My Father Fragment was doing. After a while, I pictured My Light Tube Dagger and insert it in the top of the pyramid to clean out the black sludge, but this time I pushed the walls of the bottom light orb watching the black sludge come oozing out of the pyramid spilling onto the jungle floor where is receded into nothing. None of the sludge material was absorbed into the jungle earth, plants or trees. After a few moments of this, I was back standing next to My stream next to My Soul Seed Tree, the pyramid in front of Me with an obsidian dagger coming out of the top. Red Flowered vines covered the whole structure.